一年之前刚刚有水泡的时候，医院医生没有化验此项目，因此不知道有此病症，没有采取治疗半个月后就好了；不久前又复发了，检查血液发现自己不幸得了此病。
--复发前的病症前兆是什么？我不知道何时它会复发；
查看了一些资料，终身与之为伍，现实的病症把我打入了谷底，不知道未来该何处何从
我86年男生准备谈个女朋友结婚的，现在一切变的迷茫；没有敢告诉任何人，不知道怎么面对家里的父母
at before i work hard and look forward the future, want to find a girl and settle down, but this disease destory me totally. i don't know how to continuous the rest of my life. i am unmarried that i can't told my family why i doesn't marry and feel can't see the future. i am not bad guy just normal man, done everything by myself, what can i do?
